I’ll be posting more

Sorry that I haven’t been posting.. I’ve been addicted to the sims 4 and not to mention adult life got in the way… (Ew) If you have any questions feel free to ask cause i’d love to answer 🙂 

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What Daddy Bought Me!

Daddy got me this lovely little hat with cat ears!

 

And these cute cushions!

Living with daddy has felt amazing! I would love to chat with other littles so please leave a comment down below! Giggles, daddy tried to make cookies today and failed.. ;( buts its okay. If there is any topics you would love me to cover please ask away. 🙂 Have a great day cuties!

Reflection: Bruised and Scarred

Lately I’ve been thinking about my past long distance relationship of about 5 years, though this year makes it 7 years that I’ve known him.

Like every relationship it started off amazing. He was very charming and devoted to me entirely. At the time I thought it was OK to get rid of everyone in my life for him, what can I say? I was young, stupid, and in love. Every time I had any interaction with any other being, he’d get jealous and leave me for a couple days to sometimes a couple of months. I’d cry and cry everyday, never realizing all that I put my best friends through until now. They always gave me advice and helped me no matter what, but now that we’re older we don’t talk much anymore… Which is OK with me since I will forever love them. Its already sad that I could never get any friends in real life and depended on a game called “Wizard101” to be happy. Its been 2 years since I’ve touched the game actually… I have no friends… Just an amazing daddy who has taken care of me ever since my ex destroyed me entirely. Daddy and I have been best friends for a long time and his support is what got me through, he was all I really had in real life to get me by.


My ex has always put me through a lot of poop. From banning me on “wizard101” like 3 times, which is where all my friends were, my only friends, to posting my nudes on porn sites that he manipulated me into giving him in the first place. Oh not to mention him threatening me to leave my daddy or he’d send them to friends and family! He still had all those nudes ages ranging from 12-15. Since I’m 18+ now I can’t do anything about it and I was too scared of what my parents would think when I was younger to even try to do anything. He has done so much more to me that has messed me up psychologically, turned me into a masochist, and gave me severe anxiety.

Sometimes writing about it soothes me and keeps the anxiety down.. Sorry for the little rant.

❤ The Big Move ❤

About a week ago daddy and I went apartment hunting, it was a very tiresome day for us and I was being bratty. After hours of searching the first day we didn’t really find anything except ratchet,ugly, and scary apartments that made me wanna curl up in a ball and hide. I however enjoyed eating at chickfila and being out and about. Needless to say, we passed out when we got back home and tried again the following day. The 2 hour drive down to the new location we’d be residing in felt longer than normal. I of course took a nap while daddy drove all the way there on only less than 5 hours of sleep after watching Shane Dawson videos all night, and he complains about MY poor decision making. Tisk. Tisk. Maybe daddy should get time out and ouchies instead. Just kidding daddy.. (Not) Anyways, after checking out a couple of apartments that were not available, which included one that looked like a castle!!! I wanted that one so bad, but it wasn’t gonna be available till September and we needed one NOW, we finally found one in our budget that wasn’t crazy. Move in is Aug. 15 and I can’t wait!! Though I’m a little to lazy to pack… Have a wonderful, beautiful, amazing day my fellow princesses and kings. ❤❤❤